I have been so lame these days !

Urmm, why do I always have to make life more difficult and harder than it already is? Maybe I've been on the internet too much. Hmm, that's why I really wait for summer, just working a job, playing sports all day so I can keep my mind blank then... However the shit is I don't even know when the summer will come =.= !!! Dear uni, why are you so suck?

thiệt tình..

...

sau cơn mưa to, nằm coi mấy bộ phim hài, mà sao lại khóc?

Now I'm not scared of death, I'm afraid of not being able to live a real life..

I'm the type of guy who responds to others who smile at me because I want to be friendly.

I'm the type of guy who acts like a kid because I miss my childhood.

I'm the type of guy who rather gets hurt than feeling nothing.

I'm the type of guy who wishes good things for people I love.

I'm the type of guy who stays loyal to the one teaching me how to love.

I'm the type of guy who holds on to memories even if it hurts.

I'm the type of guy who always think about freedom yet do not dare to get it.

I'm the type of guy who can't help thinking too much and then get hurt myself.

I'm the type of guy who still believe in miracles although I say out loud to people that there is no miracle on Earth.

I'm the type of guy who like to lying to people, but I can't lie to myself and sometimes to people I love.

I'm...

I'm the type of guy who wants to live a real life than everything else, but don't know how to do it, don't know how to deal it with this life!

03.18.2011

Đã lâu lắm rồi mình chẳng còn thói quen ngồi tám chuyện với những người bạn, nói đúng hơn là tâm sự cho một người nào đó, bất kì, mà ở đây sẽ được đề cập là bạn mình, T., các câu chuyện, các cảm xúc, các suy nghĩ về cuộc sống của mình, mình chứ chẳng ai khác! Tối nay lại được làm chuyện đó, sau bao năm mình chẳng nhớ, nhưng nó thật khác! :)

Cũng chẳng phải bí mật to tát gì để mà kể lể, chỉ là những vấn đề mình gặp phải, những lần gặp gỡ với những người đặc biệt, hay điều mình đang lo lắng, nghĩ suy, nhưng những ai biết mình thì một khi mình đã tâm sự chuyện gì đời tư thì khi đó mình phải yêu quý và tin tưởng người đó lắm, lắm, lắm! Cám ơn T. về một buổi tối như thế này! <3

Sao giờ làm lại những chuyện đã từng làm trước kia sao thấy ngồ ngộ và nhảm nhí, lôi thôi quá, như cái chuyện mình đang ngồi viết blog bằng tiếng Việt đây, đọc lại cũng thấy gớm =) thấy cũng ghê mà thôi cũng kệ, từ từ roy wen lại :P

2012 sắp tới rồi, mình đã yêu, đã sống thực sự chưa?

Something has happened..

Now I'm sitting here and starting to realize that everything is changing, well it is everyday but not related to me until now : the way people in real life acting, how people on tumblr behave, and the differences in the way my friends treating each other, including me.

They are not bad, luckily thank to this cruel life I learned how not to care what people think about me [at least I KEEP TRYING TO LEARN], but inside of me there is a question: has this world been becoming more and more terrible?

Besides, I love my life now, not too pessimistic like before. YAY  for that! :)

Everything has its own end. I just wish I will have a happy ending, is that possible?

ps: @Ashley, I begin to believe what you said, nowhere is safe.

My eyes are hurt..

because of crying so much. I've just finished watching 2 gay movies, actually they are about supporting our pride: Milk and Prayers For Bobby! And omg, they're worth staying up all night, really touching, inspiring, awesome and wonderful and perfect and blah and blah and blah.....
They just made me cry my eyes out!

Tangled.

all those days, watching from the windows

all those years, outside looking in

all that time, never even knowing

just how blind I've been

now I'm here, blinking in the starlight

now I'm here, suddenly I see

standing here, it's all so clear

I'm where I'm meant to be

and at last I see the light

and it's like the fog has lifted

and at last I see the light

and it's like the sky is new

and it's warm and real and bright

and the world has somehow shifted

all at once, everything looks different, now that I see you.

flower, gleam and glow

let your power shine

make the clock reserve

bring back what once was mine

heal what has been hurt

change the fates' design

save what has been lost

bring back what once was mine

.

when will my life begin

It's not your fault for hurting me.


It's mine..


.. for thinking you wouldn't.

Love me, or hate me, both are in my favor. If you love me, i'll always be in your heart. If you hate me, i'll always be in your mind.

500 days of summer.

 Summer Finn: ''There is no such thing as love. It's a fantasy.''

 A girl: ''Can I ask you a question? She never cheated on you? She never took advantage of you in anyway? And she told you up front that she didn't want a boyfriend?''

 Rachel Hansen: ''Look, I know that you think that she was the one, but I don't. Now, I think you're only rembering the good stuff. Next time you look back, I really think you should look again.''

Tom Hansen: ''Why's you dance with me?''

Summer Finn: ''Coz I wanted to.''

Tom Hansen: "You just do what you want, don't you? You never wanted to be someone's girlfriend and now you're somebody's wife."

Summer Finn: ''Surprised me too.''

Tom Hansen: ''I don't think I'll ever understand that. I mean it doesn't make sense.''

Summer Finn: ''It just happened.''

Tom Hansen: ''Right that's what I don't understand. What just happened?''

Summer Finn: ''I just woke up one day and I knew.''

Tom Hansen: ''Knew what?''

Summer Finn: ''What I was never sure of with you.''

Tom Hansen: ''You know what sucks? That everything you believe in is complete and butter bullshit. You know, destiny, soul mates, true love and all that childhood fairytale, nonsense. You were right. I should have listened to you.''

.... 

Summer Finn: ''I guess it's coz I was sitting in a deli and reading Dorian Grey and a guy came up to me and asked me about it. And now he is my husband. So what if I'd gone to the movies? What if I had gone somewhere else for lunch? What if I'd gotten there ten minutes later? It was meant to be and I just kept thinking: Tom was right.''

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''To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die'' - There is a light that never goes out | The Smiths.

Nokia C6.

Now it becomes my diary. idk but when i feel bad or something special, i just want to take it out, write my feeling down as a draft message, and I'm happy with it. :)
Couple weeks ago, it was used in just messaging and calling. At the moment, it's more than that, a lot. :)

random stuffs about me

random stuffs about me

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. any kind of mouse
2. insects 
3. height
4. being run out of money
5. ghost
6. waking up
7. losing people i love

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. listening to music
2. photograph
3. hanging out with fav buddies
4. food
5. fashion (shoes/bags/clothes..etc) 
6. traveling
7. money


SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. pillow
2. blanket
3. cell-phone
4. wallet
5. bed
6. pc / laptop
7. my own stuffs

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. i'm gay =))
2. love shopping, especially shoes
3. cry easily
4. very bad memory 
5. hot-head
6. love using money =))
7. i don't have many friends

SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. go to Europe
2. buy a villa
3. get married
4. have kids
5. meet my fav celebrities
6. go to Hollywood
7. tattoo all over my body =))

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. draw/paint 
2. swim
3. destroy 
4. use money
5. bite 
6. listen to people 
7. be rude

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. touch insect
2. math 
3. being fat 
4. find my right guy
5. have a lot of best friends
6. entertain people
7. keep the conversation going

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACTS YOU TO SOMEONE
1. beautiful eyes (they must give eye-contact to me)
2. hair
3. lips
4. they way they talk / act 
5. their clothes / shoes
6. their voice
7. their back

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
1. Taylor Swift
2. Anne Hathaway
3. Adam Levine
4. Natalie Portman
5. Joseph Gordon-Levitt
6. Leonardo Di Caprio 
7. Britney Spears
8. Ryan Reynolds
9. Megan Fox
10. Jake Gyllenhaal
11. Selena Gomez
12. Julia Robert
13. Sandra Bullock
14. Adam Lambert

15. Ian Somerhalder

16. Emma Watson

17. Enrique Iglesias

18. Lea Michelle

19. Cory Monteith

20. Make Salling

21. David Archuleta

22. Robbie Williams

23. Jared Leto

24. Channing Tatum

25. Matthew Lewis

26. Katy Perry

27. Michael Bublé

28. Billy Joe Armstrong

29. Drew Barrymore

30. Sarah Jessica Parker

31. Mandy Moore

32. Heath Ledger

(and a bunch of people i don't know their names LOL LMAO)

Some things about Shelter.

• how beautiful friendship can be.
• no matter how life treats you, or even your family, you all can fix your own problems, together.
• how important someone’s childhood is.
• love is love.
• gay pride.
• a gay guy can be much more better than a straght guy, no, much more perfect, i mean it.
• i found my faiths, my hopes in life, and in love.
• there is someone for me out there, always.

and. I must be at least cute or beautiful to get those good things, however I am not. They are only in movies. FML.

Day out.

thank you buddy! :)

Do comeco ao fim's quotes.

“I love you because you’re mine. I love you because you need love. I love you because when you look at me I feel like a hero, it was always like that. I love you because when I touch you, I feel more a man than any other man.”

—	Francisco | Do comeco ao fim (From beginning to end).

“I love you because when I touch you, I make you feel more a man than any other man. I love you because nobody could ever accuse us of love. I love you because to understand our love, they’d need to turn the world upside down. I love you because you could love somebody else yet still you love me, just me.”

—	Thomás | Do comeco ao fim (From beginning to end).

Now i realize i'm just another face in the crowd trying to wear a mask just to know if there was someone who would recognize me.

A Walk To Remember.

This movie, actually doesn't mean much meaningful to someone but to me, is touching, wonderful, and perfect (well, there's only one thing makes me think it's not perfect enough, but maybe if it changed as i want, it would not be my favorite movie anymore, so let it be *smile*). This movie makes me believe more in love, in life that when it changes rapidly, people change too, but in a good way :). Plus, now i'm addicted to Mandy Moore's voice, it's beyond amazing !

 Jamie:

"to be only yours, I pray, to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope"

"when it feels like my dreams are so far, sings to me of the plans that you have for me over again"

Landon: "Can you find this star right here?"

Jamie: "Sure. So why am I looking for this star?"

Landon: "Because I had it named for you. See? It's official."

Jamie: "It's like the wind, I can't see it, but I feel it"

Landon: "What do you feel?"

Jamie: "I feel wonder and beauty, joy, love"

...

Landon: "I might kiss you."

Jamie: "I might be bad at it."

Landon: "Jamie, I love you. Now would be the time to say something."

Jamie: "I told you not to fall in love with me."

Landon: "I'm not going anywhere, please tell Jamie that"

...

Landon: "Are you scared?"

Jamie: "To death? [...] I'm scared of not being with you."
Landon: "Oh baby, that will never happen. I'll be here."

Landon: "Do you love me? Will you do something for me then?"

Jamie: "Anything"

Landon: "Will you marry me?"

 "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor coceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love take no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes."

"all the days of my life"